How do you get out of an all time low?

So when you gonna let me

When you gonna let me out...

'Cos driving wont' do it

Flying won't do it

Denying won't do it

Crying won't drown it out...

Regret

I cannot say that I have completely realized now, but I am gradually understanding why "Career and Adventure" was the better choice.

1. It would have been cheaper since it will be in Asia.

2. It would have made my CV better (I think) because of the job experience.

3. I would have been away for 2 or 3 months

4. It would have been the "adventure" and "great escape" that I have been dreaming of.

Life after university, made one wrong choice. :(

But probably after 5-10 years, I would probably be laughing at my shallowness at this point :)

Words of the Unemployed

I think there is something horribly wrong with how I make decisions.

There are a lot of opportunities that I did not take and now I feel like a loser.

Tama pa ba ang ginagawa ko?

Dear God,

I have this uneasy feeling about seeing my grades on Saturday. I pray that I don't fail. I am scared that I may be jinxed/may have been jinxed because I told a lot of people that I will graduate. I saw my grade in that one subject I'm really worried about, and basing from the grading system in the syllabus, I know I passed. BUT LORD! I am still unsure until I see all of my grades. I know this is my weakest - most waley semester, but I really pray that I pass.

Amen.