Random Shizz

I am hopeful (again), but I have this nagging feeling that I know how it will end (again).

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When I turn 21 next month (Yuck! It's super near) I will dance FIRE by 2NE1. Just the part when they raise both their arms and do a wave move. Sorry, I have loser dance moves. Hahaha! Oh and I want something "significant" to happen on my birthday. Like, have a "children's party" in an orphanage, and make them happy... Hahaha! (Hindi ata bagay sa akin toh..) A surprise party would be nice too, but I sort of had that last January. Though medyo fail un kasi ung "big surprise" wasn't able to come... BOO YOU! hahaha!:P

God! I am OLD!!!

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I can hear my ninang's mocking voice in my head. (Gah! weird) She told me once that I am like my mom, "Maria Clara. Pakipot pa. Kunwari ayaw magpaalalay, gusto naman." Mom said that I am like my ninang, "You intimidate guys kasi. Mataray pa." Then my brothers, who apparently overheard my ninang and mom talking, said, "Oh noes. Ate kasi is so mataray and intimidating. Kaya walang lumalapit." Shet.

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OK. Malabo forever.

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Ilang at hindi pa rin ako sanay talking about "me" to other people.